罪を償い更生したいけど、できるかどうか不安ですって英語でなんて言うの？

"罪を償い更生したいけど、できるかどうか不安です" 罪を償う　pay for my crime, pay for my sins, atone for ~ 更生する　rehabilitate 更生　rehabilitation ~かどうか不安です　be worried if ~ I'd like to pay for my crime and rehabilitate but am worried if I can. I'd like to pay for my crime and have an opportunity of rehabilitation but am worried if I can.